But
I’d like to focus on what strikes me so strongly in both these beloved saints
we honour. They were both young men, privileged
and powerful, like the character in today’s gospel reading, running up to Jesus
and eagerly kneeling in front of him. To
me, he captures something of the spirit of Cuthbert and Francis, at least as the
story begins. He wants to know what he has to do to inherit eternal life. He does not walk or stroll but runs: he wants to know. This is not the lazy insouciance of someone who
is not greatly troubled by the answer, whose question is merely a courtesy or a
way of alleviating the boredom of being rich.
He wants to know because he needs to
know and he will not go away unless he gets an answer. So Jesus tells him, not without first pressing
him to examine his assumptions: ‘why do you call me good? No-one is good but God alone’. Be sure of the premise of your question. Does this would-be denizen of the kingdom of
God have any idea who this good Man is who has stopped to teach him what
citizenship means?
Yet
we can admire this youth who though young and rich and powerful is not so
arrogant as to forget the importance of curiosity. His running up to Jesus tells us something
about his motivation and desires. He wants to be a disciple, a learner in the
school of Christ, and embrace the kingdom of God that is coming upon the world
which Jesus’ teaching points to so urgently.
So he runs towards Jesus and all
that life in him will offer: wisdom and purpose, truth and joy and peace. He will
do anything it takes to inherit eternal life.
Anything? Jesus tests him on this next, for now it is
not only the premise but the resolve that must be examined. ‘You know the commandments: don’t murder, or
kill, or commit adultery, or steal, or practise falsehood, or defraud; and honour
your father and mother.’ It is a kind of
spiritual triage: who can come out of it with clean hands and a pure heart as
the psalm says? Yet still he is there, undaunted,
looking up into Jesus’ face, full of desire to do the right thing and not
disappoint the man whose words are charged with promise. ‘Teacher, I have kept all these since my
youth.’ Does Jesus smile at a young
man’s naivete? Or does he give him the benefit of the doubt:
not that he has been perfect (‘no-one is good but God alone’), but that he has
sincerely lived by torah all his
life, the divine law that is the source of all that is wholesome and good in
human life? To follow torah is to learn virtue, train our
moral compass, live wisely and grow in the image of God. All this he has done from his mother's arms.
He
will not turn away. And here St Mark’s
story makes the most telling point of all.
‘Jesus, looking at him, loved him.’
That little detail, like the young man running, paints a picture a
thousand words could not even sketch. He
loved him. It is the only time Mark, Matthew or Luke ever
say that Jesus loved someone. Indeed, if
you search the word ‘love’ and its cognates in the first three gospels, you
will only find it used of God’s love for his Son, and our obedient love for God
and neighbour, apart from here. ‘Jesus,
looking at him, loved him’, a verb Matthew and Luke can’t bring themselves to
preserve when they tell this story. Why
not? Is this love for a winsome youth too
specific, too particular? What was it
that Jesus loved? His dogged persistence
in not letting go? Jesus was drawn to people
like that: the Canaanite woman who was not put off by his insulting riposte
that it is not right to take the children’s food and throw it to the dogs; the
wayward Mary Magdalene so desperate to be loved. A parable told of the widow who wouldn’t give
up pestering the judge until he gave her what she wanted. This young man is another unlikely companion:
there aren’t many rich people in the gospels as dogged as this when it comes to
the kingdom of God.
And
then the denouement. We don’t want it to come, wish that it could
have been otherwise, for we too have come to care about this young man and his
destiny. ‘You lack one thing’ (how his
heart must leapt at that: just one thing!).
‘Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in
heaven; then come follow me.’ And at
once the light in his eyes starts to dim.
‘When he heard this he was shocked and went away grieving, for he had
many possessions’. It’s as if there has
been a kind of death. For it is a real bereavement: the hope,
the vision, the promise suddenly knocked away from him, and only the stern,
unyielding demand of the good Teacher echoing in his ears as he slinks away,
the cruel summons to give up his life for the sake of the kingdom he wants so
badly.
‘Where
your treasure is, there will your heart be also’ says Jesus, and this is the
point of the story. He goes on to
reflect with his disciples on where lasting value lies: not, he says, in
material gain but in following where the good news leads. Contemplating the renunciation of what we
have and what we are for the sake of the kingdom of God: that is the only test
of how much we really want it, how eager we are to embrace it. I think of Cuthbert, the privileged young man
who had a vision of St Aidan and abandoned his old life to run towards the
monastery at Melrose. I think of Francis
the privileged young man whom his angry father disinherited and who gladly ran
into the arms of Lady Poverty, giving away everything he had to the beggars of Assisi.
It is stories like these that tell me that Christianity is true, and how far I
have to travel before it becomes true in me.
Most of us are not rich and not powerful, and many of us are not young any more. Perhaps our running days are over, perhaps the gleam in the eye is duller than it used to be, perhaps our naïve but eager curiosity has been displaced by life’s abrasions into settling for the easy compromises of a cosy, untroubled existence. So how do we keep the spiritual flame burning bright? By practising singleness of heart, the kind of simplicity that by making us a nobody, cleanses our sight, focuses our intention and gives us back the longing with which we always wanted to run towards the kingdom of God. We only have to run towards it, say yes to it, grasp hold of it. This was Cuthbert, and it was Francis, two young men who obeyed the call, became poor and found where true wealth lay. Could it be you? Me? I feel for the rich young man who began so well, but could not do it, or could not do it yet. Yet I’m confident of this: that even when he turned away, the good Teacher did not stop loving him.
Durham Cathedral, 5 October 2013 (Mark 10.17-31)
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